I have been way too focused on music lately. I feel like I’ve lost a lot lately, a lot that I cared about. I feel like I have lost a significant amount of communication as well; almost like I have put myself aside, away, isolated myself from everyone. And like all the other times I’ve felt like this in my life, I turn to music for company. When I am alone, I listen to music, sometimes making me sad and causing me to run millions of unwanted thought through my mind, sometimes feeling loneliness, but always comfort. Music puts me at ease and I can’t say it keeps me “going’ but I can see it calms and I guess opens me up to more ‘positive’ ways of seeing a particular situation, and at times even halting my mind and just completely focusing every single part of my body into the music and almost conceiving it through so many elements, bringing everything about the music to my attention and having nothing else matter at the time. drugs?